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2010-04-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

All my Koreans are in Thailand right now, FML ! :'(

2010-04-05T16:13:00.016+08:00

I spent the last 2 days in camp with my mates. It was the best experience I've ever had and I enjoyed every second of it . For the first time in my life, I leaded a group and won 3rd place ! That for me, was the best achievement so far . Camp definitely thought me a lot of things about responsibility, leadership, friendship, importance of team work, discipline, and sacrifice . Also, I've made a lot of new friends (developed a crush too. sorry, Deanna! just couldn't help myself hahahaha) and had a lot of laughs along the way especially the activities. Damn, I love camp so much and I'm so grateful that everyone is proud of me. If only the camp lasted for 7 days ! To cut things short, camp was definitely what I needed . I'm so happy and I hope this feeling lasts for a long time :) By saying all of this, I'm already missing my roti bom kids and the time spent. X

2010-04-01T14:38:00.014+08:00

1) Malaysia does not have any other Korean channel except for KBS so while the rest of the world was watching either Personal Taste or Cinderella's Sister yesterday night, I was.... fuck, I can't recall !

2) MBLAQ, 2PM, 2NE1 , CN BLUE, 2AM and many more has been confirmed to perform at MNET's concert in Thailand next Tuesday. With my sister gone to the UK for two weeks, I have no way on attending that concert .

3) My two would-be-boyfriends Wooyoung and Junsu are confirmed to be hosting the concert which means that they would be on stage almost the whole time ! You know what? FUCKMYLIFE .

2010-03-31T22:32:00.046+08:00

Went on a college trip to Taylors today with a bunch of my schoolmates (the main goal was to be on the look out my cute Korean crush). It was fun despite the 5 minute FUCKMYFUCKINGLIFE moment when I found out that we were going to the new campus instead of the old one. But it was okay though, because I was sent with ANOTHER Korean boy during lunch at the cafeteria. Thank you, thank you, thank you! God damn, his bony thighs and Korean school bag were to die for ~ Definitely my cup of tea. Mmm, so I think I have an idea of where I'm heading to next year ;)

Also, it's my grandma's birthday in a few minutes. Happy 67th ! X

2010-03-31T00:33:00.020+08:00

Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes, I like my men to be muscular with a small frame. This? Is perfect! ♥

2010-03-28T00:15:00.022+08:00

Speak of the devil, Sandara Park's group 2NE1 has been getting a lot of attention thanks to Jeremy Scott and his tweets! I love these girls so much and it feels good that they are finally getting the spotlight they deserve. Besides that, I guess after several repeats of Wooyoung's "nureul gahtgo sheepuendae" , I think it's official - I can move on from 2PM's Follow Your Soul which means.. I've gotta find a new obsession fast !

My earth night was nice thanks to the spilt chemicals from the glow sticks, ha. Will be lost in my dreams in 3 2 1.. X

2010-03-24T01:28:00.013+08:00

Another one of Lee Min Ho's work! I really can't wait for Personal Taste to premiere on the 31st of March . The storyline is adorable and judging from the leaked photos, it's gonna be really good and sweet leaving me full of happy daydreams *fingers crossed really tight on this one*. My only hope is that Malaysia will premiere it on the same day or hopefully the same week !

Besides that, I'm really starting to like SNSD. The girls are making me completely obsessed with their perfect-like figures and long legs! Fuck, call me a hypocrite all you want.. but I love them. Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh X

2010-03-24T01:13:00.016+08:00

Sandara Park and Lee Min Ho are some of my favorites including this commercial. It definitely had put my imagination on to a whole new level (HEHEHE) . This has always been a reminder of why I've liked KPOP in the first place! Now, if only CASS Beer were to make a full sequel for this one.. ♥

2010-03-20T17:19:00.010+08:00

I feel like posting many more! There's something about Korean commercials that makes me wanna...

2010-03-14T00:04:00.036+08:00

Somehow, word has spread that I cried while saying goodbye to Kak Su this morning. The fact that it amuses my family that I do have feelings is embarrassing.

On a lighter note, Mama and Daddy are away at the UK for two weeks and the school holidays have just started which means no other than to PARTAYPARTAY! Hahaha, so I'm gonna sleep now. Hopefully I'd be able to see my heartthrob tomorrow morning. Too much detail is dangerous! X

2010-03-12T11:54:00.035+08:00

I despise goodbyes. Why can't you just stay? I'm scared to imagine the house without you - the emptiness, the loneliness. I hate changes and this is a fucking big one. Who's gonna wake me up? iron my clothes? and walk me to school in the morning when everyone's away? Or buy my favorite chocolates at the nearby shop? Only you can do that . You make the best oats, ice milo, instant noodles and toasted bread ever . Who would clean up my room, wash my clothes and shoes? Who would stay up and wait for me to come home after midnight? Or remind me of my schedules and prepare my gym clothes? You're like my own version of Blair's Dorota and I'm gonna miss you a lot . Thanks for being patient for the past 5 years, Kak Su ♥

and for crying out loud, please just fucking stay or I will have to burn your passport tonight! :'(

2010-03-02T23:22:00.015+08:00

For this month, I'm gonna try doing things that I've never done before because of my lack of determination and paranoia. For this to happen, I've gotta push myself to the extend, throw away my shame, stop giving up and have no mercy towards myself. I just wanna know what the results will be like at the end of the month ya know? First day starts tomorrow.

March, surprise me ♥

2010-03-01T23:52:00.040+08:00

With all the antis and rumors that are spreading, I'm scared that it might slowly influence me into doubting my boys (it already kinda 5% did - fuck I did not just say that!). Everyone's making a big fuss about their social life , but seriously.. What's the big deal? They party. It's normal ! They're goodlooking guys in their early twenties and they just wanna have fun.

Haih, I just don't want this K phase to end . I'm seriously confused and worried that I'd lose my faith in the future because of the antis. I hope everything becomes okay again. For now, I know that I'm still with 2pm . x

2010-02-28T10:43:00.030+08:00

Goodmorning.

I would like to express my thoughts to the fans about 2PM's 25th to the 27th of February's controversy which is - STOP BASHING THE REST OF THE MEMBERS ! IT ISN'T THEIR FAULT. LOOK, YOU DON'T KNOW JAY PERSONALLY SO STOP ASSUMING THAT HE WOULDN'T DO SHITS. I LIKE HIM TOO, BUT YOU'VE GOT TO BELIEVE THE REST WHEN THEY SAY HE'S DONE A "severe personal mistake". HONESTLY, YOU GUYS ARE SO IGNORANT !@#$%^&*!

Still, I wonder what he did that made everyone hate him at first? I hate not knowing things...

2010-02-27T02:25:00.028+08:00

Quick recap of this week - Marching rehearsals/ My 17th Birthday/ Sports day/ Got burnt by the sun/ Lost terribly to the Yellow House (after bragging to them) who got 1st place while us , greenies came in 3rd/ Catched up with the roadcrew/ Played games at Cold Storage/ Sleepover/ Korean shopping with Tasha and finally realizing in a sudden that the exams are next week and that I haven't started studying. Hmmmm. Still , it was fun ♥

I can't stop checking my blackberry for the latest news about Jay. It's confirmed that he's never coming back and it's heartbreaking for me to see everyone bashing the other members. So the time is 0239 , my macbook's left with 15% , I'm skyping with Luqman, I have facial cottons all over my face and I have gym at 1100 tomorrow. Hmm I wonder what kind of top goes with boot cut jeans? Goodnight X

2010-02-22T18:01:00.028+08:00

Yes bitches, my birthday's this Wednesday ! I'm finally turning 17 but somehow, I feel like I'm 13 all over again.. You see recently my hormones have turned upside down and my face is starting to give me all these fucked up problems. I'm totally freaking out about this and what's worst is today, I've realized that I might be the hairiest beast alive. I look like a bear with untamed eyebrows. This paranoia is making me insane. Someone fix me an appointment with the threading lady fast before I do something silly like shave them off myself ! X

2010-02-21T20:53:00.021+08:00

KBS' Dream Team never fails to entertain the shit out of me. The show is fucking funny and the games are so random! Just thinking about it this evening made me laugh. To cut things short, it totally made my Sunday and I hope it'd be like that again next week just like today and the weeks before. ♥

On another note, I was at the gym yesterday and while I was going up the stairs a lady complimented about how colorful my shoes were. Then the moment we reached the second floor, there was a girl sitting right in front of us wearing the SAME exact shoes ! This is bad. Really really bad and a new pair of training shoes are definitely going under (even my personal trainer agrees) my list of things to buy including a new phone preferably a Blackberry. Nanight XX

2010-02-20T20:31:00.013+08:00

It's like as if Brendon Urie and 2PM knows what my favorite drink is! Can't believe they sang the same line. It sounds kinda weird in Korean though but I guess I'll get used to it by the 50th time I've watched this video. Can't help but feel if this is a coincidence.. or a sign? Whatever it is, I'm stoked and this video is adorable . Not gonna exaggerate about how it made my day because it didn't - I've been in a bad mood since morning. Now if only I had gone to Cold Storage and bought the Mini Cokes? Then I'd be all better now with a box of it hidden underneath my bed. x

2010-02-19T17:35:00.029+08:00

It's currently 1251AM and I just arrived back in Damansara after 5 days. Missed a friend's birthday party tonight because I had other plans going on which took up the whole day ! So this is Farah and her sister, Tati. The three of us went everywhere from KLCC to Petaling Street in like 3 hours . I was bummed because the 2PM album that I wanted was already sold out and couldn't be ordered no more because of copyright issues. Hopefully I'd be able to get my hands on it from a different store before my Korean phase comes to an end ! Hehehe. So after that we went back home and had a Glee marathon. Everything about the show is psycho especially my favorite character, Sue . Haha her scripts are just the best! Um I'd go on about today but I'm too exhausted so.. goodnight X

2010-02-17T10:36:00.012+08:00

Goodmorning Kuala Lumpur!

What's with bands splitting up these days? First it was Ryan and Jon from Panic then it was Fall Out Boy and now.. Raygun? There was a period in my life when I really liked those bands (not so much on FOB though) and I know for a fact that if this happened then I would have been devastated. Especially Panic ! They were the definition of my 14 year old life. I know that TAI are still together but in a way I feel like as though they've splited up too since everyone doesn't seem to care about how they look like and William Beckett.. had a baby. Yes, my baby had a baby. Whatever - I've moved on . Thank god for my new found guilty pleasures. I hope they don't go away. Atleast wait till I get to see you live, boys ♥

Since it's the hols, my sister decided that it was time for me to be kidnapped to her apartment in KL. It's only day 1 and I miss Damansara already.. I just feel that I have a few things that needs solving you know? Like seriously. Hmm it's 1055AM right now and I'm hungry ! Nutella pleaseeee X

2010-02-16T16:44:00.011+08:00

Things that makes me happy .
Waking up realizing that everything isn't really that bad/ Remembering a dream from last night/ Listening to new imaginations/ Managing to escape real life for a day/ Being appreciated/ Hanging out/ New fresh songs on the ipod that keeps me happy/ car rides on a rainy evening/ Unexpected day out with my best friends/ When everything feels okay and safe/ Having something to do/ Having plans/ New videos uploaded on youtube/ long conversations on the phone/ catching up on funny stories/ playing made up games at random times/ being loved by friends/ watching a good show on TV/ sleepovers/ having good laughs/ traveling somewhere/ Doing crazy things with just anyone who's up for it/ Expensive presents from Ayah

Things that puts me in a mood .
Getting shout at for no reason at all/ Given advises that I already know/ Assuming that I'm other things/ Assuming that I'm still a child and that I don't know any better/ Being underestimated/ Not listening to what I have to say/ Having to wait for more than an hour for someone/ Bad sarcasm/ Having to disctance myself away from something/ Mixing around with people I don't know/ Being uncomfortable/ My things being touched/ Invading my privacy/ Being ditched at the very last minute/ Come and go insecurities/ People who don't know how to respect other people/ Being talked about/ Broken promises/ Fights/ Misunderstandings/ Not getting a reply/ Being pushed away/ Being bored/ Wishing badly of the old times/ Being criticized about my interests/ Hypocrites/ Annoying acts/ Being provoked/ Being alone/ Being disappointed/ stalking / making mistakes

2010-02-15T21:48:00.028+08:00

I'm a 17 year old girl from Malaysia and I absolutely hate blogging. It makes me depress. So from now on, I'm gonna blog about lighter things like my obsessions ! ♥

I don't know why but I'm like obsessed with KPOP these days . Haha before you say anything , I must ensure you that I am NOT lala . I have good taste therefore my would-be-asian-boyfriends are hot. So this is G-Dragon and he's from BIG BANG. He's not my favorite though. My favorites are Wooyoung & Junsu from 2PM and Lee Joon from MBLAQ. TOP's hot too but BIG BANG's too famous in Korea that it takes too much energy for me to make up a a date dream with him without fangirls swarming us like shit.. You really have no idea what I'm talking about do you? Hahaha I guess that's all for now. I would appreciate that you do not switch to liking my obsessions in the future when you don't like them right now. Nothing personal, just be yourself okay? Ha , till then XX